I'm getting things together to sell, like manga that I don't read anymore and other stuff that I haven't dug out yet.

I'm going to post pictures with prices and leave the blog up for about a week.

If anyone see something they like, please let me know.

It might take a while for me to get everything together because my job owns me right now x_x

Well as of this past Saturday I'm back home for the summer from WVU. While being away from Mo-town is good, living in this house isn't that exciting.

Working on getting a job so's I can feed my need for the useless! Have some photos coming in the mail, waiting for FFVII:ACC to come out even though I don't have a blu-ray player XD and who knows what else! Oh! Gotta get my hair colored. Got it trimmed and had my eye brows done today, I'm looking forward to the color. Nothing insane, just fun.

But I'm itching like crazy because I didn't take a shower after I got it cut so there's these damn little hairs driving me bat-shit CRAZY!

Annnnnnnnnnd working on getting a tan for da summer! Tired of looking like white-out. I've got so many cute skirts that I'm ready to wear but don't want to blind people while doing so.

I really need to get some sleep but just can't seem to. Damn Night Staff college job! Oh well. o.o

Packing is no fun.

I need duck tape!

So I work at a dorm right? And got home at 4:00am right? Totally wasn't snow anywhere. Then I wake up this morning to a shit ton of that evil white shit everywhere! Mo-town is not a good place to have snow because it's always ice and ice makes me break dance in public which is something I don't enjoy.

So I'm still waiting on ebay goodies. Waiting on...3 things. And now I'm waiting on 4 other things from two different sites. I ordered Inkheart because I reeeaaally want to read that. I ordered it before going to see the movie because my friend Anika said it was a good book and then went to see it. I've decided I will one day was a ferret with horns and will take over the world there after. I've actually got a very long list of book that I need to read. I've decided to abuse my right to being literate. I think it's a good idea...so why not? Oh and I reeeeeaaally want a copy of Inkheart in the original German text. I think that would be cool. Not that I can read it but I like having the originals of things. Like now I have 2 copies of FFVII. One in English and one in Japanese. EXCITING!

I've being going to the REC every weekend!!! I <3 the REC. Working out has become something I really enjoy. Mostly because Anika and Chris go with me but also because it's just all around good to do.

I'm in this class called small group communication and...it's so stupid. There are 2 projects that are due to close together and one of then is making up a name, slogan and logo...which I find retarded. The other one is a 3 page paper on something that has to do with being in a group. Also retarded. The only thing I can think of really is work...but I don't know if I can use that. I'll have to look into it a bit more but it's still all around a dumb paper. I also have like..3 tests coming up. One this friday and 2 others next week. Very gross. Gotta study.

BUT THAT'S WHAT WORK IS FOR!

I pretty much get paid to study at my job. Terrible hours (meaning I go in at midnight and leave at 4 am) but I sit there and read my stuff for classes and talk to people so it's not all that bad. I've gotten used to the lack of adequate sleep. I work Mon, Wed and Fri. Mon-Wed 12-4 and Fri 12-6. I have a 10:00am class Tues-thurs but it's my only class for those days so it's not too bad ^_^


Ok enough of the rambles. I have a boy I have boobie smothered today! XD But really...I gotta go bug him. He's been in the living room playingthat game peacefully for far too long! o.o

LATER!

Sorry I haven't been updating like I told everyone I was going to start doing.

It's all be drama to tell the truth and so it's not worth reading.

But I hope everyone has a great turkey day...if you...have...a turkey day. I know Japan doesn't sooo...yeah.

But yeah.

ok.

[mood]infuriated

My mom is a cunt.

Flat out. I've never wanted to hate her because she's my mom, but the things I heard today make me really hate her.

She put all of my student loan bills on dad. On top of a shit ton of other bills. You know how shitty that makes me feel?

It makes me want to drop out completely so that he won't have to pay for it anymore.

From the way it sounds, she don't have much more than the house to pay for, maybe the car. And this fucking bitch can't send $50 my way to help me pay my rent. She's got money to booze on and to shop with but not to help me.

And dad also tells me that she wants to come pick me up from morgantown for thanksgiving if he will go with her.

FUCK YOU!

Where were you when I was trying to find a ride to see Chris before he left for Japan? I wouldn't ask for a ride to hurricane from her to save my life. I'd rather walk.

I hate that dad is paying for everything.

It really makes me feel like I shouldn't be in college. I keep having to spend money on repeat classes because I don't do well the first time and that's just more money that come out of what he needs to pay for other things, including to live off of.

She's a fucking bitch and I hate her. She doesn't care about anyone except her self. She just like her mom, more than ever. She won't help anyone, never has anything nice to say and won't give money to her own daughter.

And people say to me "why do you want to move out? you have it easy there. You don't have to pay rent or anything."

I'd rather fight day to day to pay rent than live with her anymore. I want my shit out of that house and I don't ever want to go back. I'm done with her.

I hate her.

I find that funny XD

I just wanted to let everyone know that I haven't pooped out on you and I know I need to share zombie photos...I just can't find the motivation to do it...or anything else for that matter.

But I'll try!

SORRY! I know I fail at life.

[mood] lonely

I'm going to a zombie walk tonight o.o

I've never seen a real one before but I've heard of them before..so expect pictures.

Life has been...alright. Like always, I want Chris home. I enjoy talking to him on the computer but the lack of any physical kind of interaction is really killing me. Fake hugs over the interweb won't always cut it.

Japan has become such a big source of stress and heartache for me that I don't think I would ever want to go there or have anything else to do with it anymore.

There are so many reasons for that but I'd rather not get into it right now.

It's getting soooo cold here. I can't stand it. We had one day of somewhat nice fall-ish weather and then the cold hit us like a brick. >_<

I think I hate the cold more than when it's really hot. I'd like to be a bird in times like these.

Man, I have to do a paper for history and can't even get it started. I'm starting to wish I'd never taken this class. I'm worried I'm going to fail it. I decided to do my paper on Nero...because he was crazy and weird I wanted to know more. But it's not working out. -_-

Hmm...

I don't know.

I think I'll go now. I don't really have much to talk about.

[mood] sleepy

Don't have much to talk about but I did want to share some pictures of my university with you.

I'm so tired. It took everything I had to finish correcting my Japanese homework without falling asleep. And there is still reading to be done...I just can't do it. I wish this book was in book form and not saved as a pdf. Then I could take it to my classes and read when I'm more awake. >_<

( Please be aware, this is only a VERY tiny piece of the downtown area... )

[mood]hungry

お元気ですか？

I hate being poor. And lonely...

It's pretty bad. I have to pay $35.00 to take some tests so my plans of either buying food or a vacuum cleaner have to go on hold.

And sometimes I think "Hey! I'll go get a burger or something to eat today! Awesome!" Then I remember, I have to pay $420.00 this month and don't even have that much in the bank. So it goes from excitement to disappointment really fast. I mean I worked quite a bit the past few weeks but...yeah. I'm picking between paying for a way to figure out a major, being able to eat and being able to clean this shithole I call home in mo-town.

I'm so freakin' stressed. It sucks. X_x

I'm tired of living alone, I'm tired of being unmotivated and I'm tired of having to choose between food and rent.

In other news, some drunks smashed my outside light out Saturday night. They actually took the time to unscrew the light and smash it on my steps. This is why I hate Morgantown so freakin' much. I sometimes wish Chris would say "Hey! Pack your crap, we're moving to Huntington!" And then he'd scoop me up and we'd run away from this crappy town. That's a fun dream.

There was a Japanese band playing here tonight but I didn't get to go because no one wanted to go. And I'm not about to walk to some place I've never been to before alone at 9:00 at night.

I should really be doing some work for class...I just can't make myself do it. -_-

Bleh...

[mood] pleased

I updated my info page everyone!!! Please look at it and tell me what you think!

It's nothing flashy...that's just not how I work.

I'ma be so lonely for the next 3 days ;__; My boyfriend is on his way to Tokyo to go the Tokyo Game Show so I won't get to talk to him. I'M SO SAD!!! DX

I really should be doing history and english work ...but I just can't...

p.s. I totally loves me some monochrome factor! o.o

What is this?

And where might I obtain it?

Goman for the no cut thing. o.o

Aim....won't....work....

'invalid server address' it says...

Aim express is gay...

Can't use webcam....

Going to kill someone.

I don't know how to fix it...

Does D. Gray-Man really end at episode 102?

...like....really? It that the end? Because I'm about to get mad.

I have a LOT of questions that need an answer right now. And that cute little FIN I just saw isn't cutting it.

I'm really about to have a fit.

Kind of o.o

Wow...I never thought I'd try yet again to start updating this thing. I don't think more than two people on my f-list even remember me. Not shocking. So how have all of you been? Great I hope.

As for me, well...let say I've been better.

My second year at West Virginia University. And this semester I'm here alone. My most beloved boyfriend Chris is studying in Japan. Yay for him, boo for me. It's very stressing being apart from someone you love, it is for me anyway. I'm ready for him to come home. I'm sure his family feels the same way.

I've been going thru a lot this semester but I'll try not to get into it too much because it's just sad and gloomy.

I had a birthday recently, September 28th. I'm a big ol' 22 year old now. o.o So old. Got super sweet stuff for it too ^_^

I think life will pick up in pep once he's home. I know to him this would probably sound bad or something or like I'm being overly clingy, but he's become a very important part of my life.

But yeah, stress, stress and more of that all the time. Class adds to that for sure. I'm taking Japanese finally and so far doing fairly well. Tho who knows once it get later in the year. I've been debating if I want to minor in it. I just don't see how I would make use of it if I did. I mean...lately I haven't wanted to go to Japan as bad as I used to. I guess because it's been a source of heartache for me. But I guess minors come later. I still need a major. -_-;

Oh the things that need to be taken care of. It's overwhelming at times.

But I'm trying to be a big girl so...what can you do?

Well I hope there are still some people out there willing to read my journal and I'm hoping to keep it going this time around. I'll work on it!

p.s. I think I might make this a public journal for a while..just to see what happens. o.o

[mood] lazy

Here's a story of a conversation(sort of) that my friend told me he had with his boyfriend...

Gregg: *dives in between matresses on bed* LOOK! I'm a turtle!!!

Steven:...no you're not, get out.

Gregg: ...but I'm a turtle... ;___;

Steven: Not in my house.

Gregg: *slowly pushes him way out* Oh god the womb! I'm born.

Steven: That's not a vagina...

Gregg: *rolls up in the blankets on the bed*

Steven: *proceeds to go over and put his lighter to Greggs hand*

Gregg: o.o Okay I smell burning. Either you just burnt me or I'm having a stroke.

Steven: I burnt you...

Gregg: I thought so...

Steven:.....

Gregg: That really hurt you asshole!


~fin~

I just love the "I'm a turtle!" Part of the story. Almost everytime I'm around him it's brought up. And for some reason or another it makes me think of Shuichi and Yuki...even though Gregg is NOTHING like Shuichi and Steven is NOTHING like Yuki.

But yeah....I wanted to share that!

[mood] determined

HEY KIDS!

Do you like Kyo Sohma?

Do you love Kyo Sohma?

Or maybe just Fruits Basket all together?

Well then join yearofthecatfan

Why am I plugging this? Because active is slow and I think it would be fun to spice it up!

Plus meet more friends! AND I've got a box of puppies and some candy in my van for you if ya do! XD

LOVE <3

(I really hope that jerk-off doesn't make me regret leaving this public -_-)

[Mood]Happy

I'ma gonna get Howls Moving Castle today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....I hope...o.o

Umm...its too eary to have anything to talk about...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Nk5zirzBkpA

I just put that on youtube....oh god I love this XD

[mood]contemplative



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